Im kind of stressed out. I have a lot of things that I need to get done here in the next week and at the moment I dont feel like doing any of them. Im in a good place mentally right now but im lacking a lot of motivation. Its like I can see the the reward of accomplishing my goals right in front of me yet Im not feeling up to poutting in the effort. I know its just a slump and I will bounce out of it shortly but its overwhelming. “They” tell you to make a list. So I think I will. Im just in a really hard place financially, with school, and socially at the moment and I know that it will be over soon but that doesnt matter right now. Im good at putting everything in perspective and dont get me wrong I can definetely see the light in dark places but that doesnt make it easier NOW. Im very slowly getting to where I need to be but I strongly believe that the next month of my life is going to be one of the most difficult periods of my life. Its a test. Ill get an A. And I will come out stronger.
I despise seeing people I’m friends with on fb posting links to their blog and being like “0mmmgzzzz follow me on tumblr!!!” I don’t know why I care but I do. Ill get over it haha. I got a job today. Yay.